…because I couldn’t post this elsewhere. Twitter would cause the message to be fragmented, and my blog just doesn’t seem appropriate.
The problem with you is, I knew you since childhood. You had been the guy who always threw temper tantrums. Yet we were close. On the outside, I see you as someone who is immature despite being a year older than I am (not that I consider myself completely mature, either, emotionally and intellectually), but somewhere deep down I seem to know you are someone I can trust. Someone who could at least keep my secrets and help me rationalize my feelings and thoughts. At times it seemed as if you were the only person who truly wanted to get to know me, or who I’ve become after these changes I’ve gone through. You actually appreciate me for what I am today though I’ve never bothered to tell you the whole story — for fear, perhaps, that your opinion of me might change. Or that you may not be interested in things beyond the superficial. Something deep inside tells me you could be better, yet I keep judging you for (still) seemingly liking the things I did when I was 13 and had outgrown since, asking me questions about other girls, not knowing how to drive, and so many other things. I know you could be different, I just don’t ever give you the chance to prove it to me for fear, perhaps, of being wrong again.
I’ve read a lot of great reviews about Corona’s notebooks too. They cost a little more than the average school notebook; thankfully they aren’t as expensive as Moleskines or Schutzen’s! The price difference is huge, haha. So how many fountain pens have you got now? I have a 78G too, Red F. Got it from the same Pilot store in Manila. Just curious, where do you get your pens?
Btw, are you from UPIS? :)
I’ve gained weight at the moment. The first two pictures on the left are of me at 92 lbs, on the right is me now at 99. Not much of a difference, I didn’t go up a single size, since I believe most of what I gained back was muscle weight. Not exactly my ideal, but I’m healthy, I don’t have any problems whatsoever right now like I used to with my period and all, so it’s good for me! My BMI is 19, I intend to stay this way and I also strongly suggest that you consider what is good for you :)